We all have something to hide…some dark place inside us that we don’t want the world to see. I don’t want to be like this and I don’t want to feel like this. I’ve been constantly reminded of my faults. I’ve been shown over and over again how much my presence here is meaningless. I’ve been told that I will never be good enough. I can’t fix what’s broken. I can’t fix me. I carry these burdens alone. Once you become broken you’re never the same. You learn how to hide behind the shadows…hoping the darkness will take your body so you don’t have to feel nothing at all again. The emptiness just takes over and leaves you numb. It’s easier that way. It’s easier to feel nothing…be nothing…than to feel the broken pieces swimming inside you.

We all have something to hide…some dark place inside us that we don’t want the world to see. I don’t want to be like this and I don’t want to feel like this. I’ve been constantly reminded of my faults. I’ve been shown over and over again how much my presence here is meaningless. I’ve been told that I will never be good enough. I can’t fix what’s broken. I can’t fix me. I carry these burdens alone. Once you become broken you’re never the same. You learn how to hide behind the shadows…hoping the darkness will take your body so you don’t have to feel nothing at all again. The emptiness just takes over and leaves you numb. It’s easier that way. It’s easier to feel nothing…be nothing…than to feel the broken pieces swimming inside you.

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